Artist Statement + CV
The many 'I's of Nanaki
Nanaki's work deals with her falling prey to influences from outside/external environments as triggers and starting points for her studio work. Bodily discomforts are addressed through her paintings as she comes face to face with her demons(hurt feelings). Carrying a lot of burden from her past and childhood belief systems/conditionings – art helps her breakdown and question them. How she accepts, rejects and resents these habits/patterns as part of the process. This strange but intimate struggle helps her move forward with her whole Body through the canvas. Her approach is almost never planned, but a basic idea of colour, light and space is known through instinct and organic disorder. Her body forms the most integral part of her performance (painting) and being in touch with her feelings is key. Her transfiguration into surrendering her Body is an almost violent destruction of the ‘I’. What am I? This constant re-instatement leads to painful growth and letting go of old truths, forever forming a re-defined relationship with present time.
Her work has a deep philosophy and practice with G.I. Gurdjieff’s Fourth Way. She tries to instill as much self-observation and self-remembering while painting. Each stroke and movement is seen with presence and awareness (as much as she can). Her attention to Space and Time and moving with lightness is remembered. Attempting to think differently and move away from her mechanical way of drawing that were taught. Her struggle with identifying with and observing the friction between her thinking, moving, instinctive, intellectual and emotional centres is the result of her work. The canvas becomes the personality or the identified material and her way of associating as an ‘artist’. To break this buffer, blind spot, misconception is what nanaki works on these days.
Bachelor of Fine Arts, LASALLE College of the Arts, Singapore in partnership with Goldsmiths University, London
Diploma in Fine Arts - Painting, LASALLE College of the Arts, Singapore
Foundation in Visual Arts, LASALLE College of the Arts, Singapore
"Rumbles in the Playpen" curated by Tarini Sethi, IIC, New Delhi
"Identity" by POND, The Brewhouse, New Delhi
Found Object ICAS Gallery, Singapore
Group Show, ICAS